Kel's weekend's a rojak-mixed bag of feelings. Especially when the department head calls you up to chit-chat amidst your Friday evening dinnertime nap.


I always wonder how my life can be as simple as I want it to be. It is only just a decision to make. But how many people choose to go down that street? Some people who think they are successful in their life will chide this way of thought of a simple life. Is that really so, that one cannot be successful when living one's simpler life? Where life is life, what Mother Nature meant it to be.


Kel's feeling patriotic, proud to be Singaporean. At least before the little niggles start to irritate me into complaining-mode again. But I promise I will sincerely appreciate how lucky we are, at the very least for this month. Until Kel rides on the metal wings to India.

Kel has a huge head-heartache now. Kel doesn't really feel like going to sleep now. Kel feel's like he won't be able to go to sleep. Kel feels torn apart. Kel feels guilty. Kel feels really lousy. Kel feels like throwing down everything and walking into the sunset. Can he?

Good job Kel!!

Now, next; learn to sleep earlier. =)

Shit Kel's going into another phase of grumpiness and loner-ness. How come always like that? Not good. Not good. With my guy friends this is still managable because I can always resort to pure crap-talk to kill the inner-grump. But with the ladies, grumpy Kel will always crawl back into his ninja-turtle shell and into silence. Like this how? Damn Kel. Not good. Not good. Come on Kel~~

The fireworks photos from this weekend; I like! Back to work after a week out, to be honest, it's like first day of school; I'm getting the jitters! Partly because I couldn't manage to settle my urgent work before the reservist week, now I'm worried about my projects. I'm worried about the people. I'm worried about myself. Come on Kel~~